Grandma

My mom left for a conference this morning and so that makes today the first day she has spent away from Elliott. She has been there for us everyday since he was born in one way or another. From the moment I told her I was pregnant my mom has been there for me in every way. She has shared in this pure joy that I have felt since then and while there are certainly moments where I feel overwhelmed or even annoyed, I have to stop and realize that everything she does is out of love for me and for my son, her new grandchild. My parents have both been supportive and there is nothing better then seeing them with Elliott. Today was also the first day I left Elliott home. I had an interview, so he stayed with Aunt Tina. It's so strange to walk out the door and get into the car without him. After the interview I made a quick run to Publix, which was really strange without Elliott. I almost didn't know what to do with myself. It's definitely hard to think about returning to work and leaving him all day. But at least I am leaving him with grandma or Aunt Tina. This is one thing I have to do to provide for him and give him the best that I can. For now I am cherishing every day I get to spend with Elliott and all the days we get to spend with family and friends. Love is watching someone grow.